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Thursday, May 25, 2017
Feeling Lost.

I got jealous again. I ranted at him early Morning that he didn't even get my charger from the car, and that he prefers to talk to others than talk to me. Husband and I, We are not talking, first time he didn't kiss me good morning or goodnight. We are both at home and pretty much ignore each other throughout the day. We will not speak, unless we have to ask something and unless it has something to do with Dash. I am sad and upset. But I am really hurt that he don't seem to understand why I am like this. It does cross my mind, maybe, I am giving up on us. Maybe, the way you always end up making me feel inferior and making me feel its all my fault made me a little numb. I don't really know what to do about finances and I don't even see the light with the business that I feel so negatively about. Maybe, this time, its really me. Maybe its on me. Maybe I want out without me realizing it. For now, I don't know what to do. I will go with the flow, I started it, but I am in no mood to make up or talk to u because i know, it will just make me feel worse.I am just tired.

Posted at 1:31 am by Purplesecret

Tuesday, July 21, 2009
what can i do?

my Mom told me that my Dad is having a hard time urinating, and his penis is red, it looks like it was used. My guy cousin takes care of my Dad every night for 5 nights  a week. We don't know if my Dad is being abused by my cousin because we don't have enough proof. But there was one night when my Dad hugged my Mom and he's crying and he's pointing at my cousin then he doesn't want to let my Mom go out of the room. I really hate to think that my cousin is maltreating my Dad but since last week, his weight dropped and got thin big time. I wanna cry, because we can't tell my aunt that I want to hire a nurse to take care of my Dad instead of my cousin because my Aunt might stop  helping us,. We don't have any more money to support my Dad's medication and necessities. According to my Mom, my Dad follows my cousin whenever he says: move sideward or raise your right armů I told my Mom, Daddy is probably scared of my cousin that's why he follows. We can't really accuse someone. But what else can I do. How do we explain the fright my Dad felt. When it comes to taking sides, my Aunt will 100% take his word against ours. Wish I could win the Lotto or something so that my Dad will really get better.


Posted at 5:36 pm by Purplesecret

Sunday, June 04, 2006
back from d past

i got this phone call from a guy named RJ, he's looking for a girl named LHEN, girlfriend daw ni LEONARD BONN[my-x]. may package daw. i said he's my x. weird. landline # ko binigay dun sa RJ... i told him to clarify it with bonn first...  i remembered that there was a time that a certain LHEN emailed me thru friendster, stating that she's BONN's girlfriend. What is, giving my landline to his friend and looking for the girlfriend here...  get over it.. duh?!

Posted at 8:40 pm by Purplesecret

People come into your life for a reason

I am sending this to you to see how many people actually read their email. Your response will be interesting.

Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes:

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.  They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a reason.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of  your life.  It is said that love is blind, but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.


Posted at 8:24 am by Purplesecret

Sunday, May 28, 2006
whats up

its my off once again... gosh, my shift next week is still 4days and 10 hours per day! Sad to say I got another mark down from QA, I got a "D"...because of notes again, because this time, it was so detailed!

about my male bes, his phone is broken... according to him... so, I haven't really talked to him for a while. I guess, my worth as a best friend is done, he's somehow fixing things now with his love life. it just sad for me cuz I really treasure the friendship and the closeness we used to have. I don't know what's next... if it will end up fading... cant do anything about it... but I'd always be here for him [though I haven't felt that from him when I needed him...he's got his own woes to think of.... I understand!!!]

about my female best friend, I'm sooo happy for her cuz finally, a Chinese guy is courting her! [she's also Chinese and have a traditional belief w/in their family]... I'm praying that this time, he wont hurt her cuz she had already been thru a lot!


Posted at 6:21 pm by Purplesecret

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